Yup. Kahira is proving to be a very annoying character. Not only is her personality enough to drive sane people up the wall, but she's hard to draw as well. Because of her peppy, bouncy, center of attention personality (which is really strange, cause most of my female charatcers are rather shy, or have some sort of angst) it makes it hard to put that excitement into her eyes, and positioning her body to make it match... ug I say, UG!

So, to say the least, for now, I have given up on drawing my new lil falconite character, and have moved on to something that will be put to use for a friend yup. I know you might not see this today, Ria, but I have about a page done for a 'how to draw'. In the future, I'll be able to give you a site with lots of 'how to draw' tutorials, but it's not up yet, so until then, I guess mine will have to do

Ug. I'm finally feeling hungry again. Yay. I finally got my appetite back after that flu, but now I think I'm getting a cold my throat was sore last night. Man, one thing after another. My headache went away for a little yesterday, but returned again soon after I got home. So it's run of four days ended. I still have a slight pain every once in a while, but nothing too noticeable. Thank God.

Today, last class if I feel up to it that is, I want to go back downstairs to the library and paint on the wall. Once it's done, I'll take a picture and put it up here. I'm not a good photographer though, so it'll probably end up in my scraps and I'll tell you when It goes up.

I'm gonna see if I can call my old friend down in Maine tonight. It costs up moolah to call to the US, so bleh. I'll be on for about 20 minutes or so with him, unless he's out with his girlfriend, or he's working. I miss him. He's not a guy that you can find around here either. He used to live here, so I'm saying he's from around here But anyways, yeah. It was great seeing him in '03. He helped make my sisters death (especially at the funeral home) alot more bearable. He kept me smiling and helped me whenever I needed it.

It was the first time I had seen him since fourth grade, and then, I was in 10th grade. I remember looking at my sister, laying in her casket, and suddely I started to break, even though I wanted to be strong for everyone else around me. I told mom that I was going outside for some fresh air, and bolted for the door. I was waiting for people to come to the door, (who were lined WAY down the street mind you) and then he walked through the door. I was all red eyed and sniffling, but as soon as we saw each other, we both froze, and I sniffled.

Me: *sniffle* ...Kyle?
Kyle: *tries to give a smile* hey....

and que the long lost friendship hug in a very angsty sad moment. He helped my old best friend too. She was upset as well... really, because the two of us were like sisters and that meant my sister was like a sister to her. But just by talking, and trying to keep us occupied with his watch, ring and glasses, he kept us laughing. Felt like an idiot later cause I realised we were right outside of the room where my sister was and everyone was comomng out of the room bawling only tp hear us laughing.

He couldn't make it to the funeral though, though he begged his father to stay for the day, they had to go back to Maine. I kinda wish he was there though... it was so hard...

But that was then... over two years ago now. Things are alot easier. Time does heal, but never really takes the pain away, honestly.

Off on a tangent... man... im worse than my old Science Teacher....

Ah... Mr. MacDowell... How we miss you! *cries* he was awesome and he cried when we went to see him in his other school. He misses us... we miss him O_O no wonder... the science teacher we have in now just... can't... really... teach...

But still. Mr Macdowell always made things interesting no matter what ^-^

o.O and a tangent again. Man. I gotta stop that or my posts are gonna continue to be a mile long! EEK! I gotta get breakfast and wash my hair and do more of my assignments and AGH!!! See you guys later! No more tangents! ><;